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22nd-Aug-2009 01:22 am - [FIC] Waiting (Oneshot)

Title: Waiting (Oneshot)
Pairings: YunJae/JaeHo
Rating: R
Genre: Supernatural, Horror, Romance, AU

*Warnings: Character death*

Summary: Yunho wakes up to find a man named Jaejoong. But something doesn't seem right about this beautiful-looking person... (I fail at summaries, sorry DX)


Yunho slowly opened his eyes. He awoke to the sight of the clear blue sky and green leaves from a tree shading his eyes from the bright sun. He quickly sat up.

“I guess I must have fallen asleep without meaning to.” He said to himself as he got up and brushed the dirt off of his pants.

“I guess you did.”

Yunho jumped up, startled by the unexpected voice. He turned around to see the source of the voice. It came from a man around his age, sitting under the same tree he had been sleeping under just moments earlier.

“What are you doing here?” Yunho wondered aloud.

“This is where I met my first love.” That was the only explanation the man gave Yunho as he stared into the endless distance.Yunho awkwardly sat down beside him, not knowing how to reply to that. Moments passed, and the man suddenly spoke up.

“He’s waiting for me right now. He usually waits under this tree. That’s why I’m here.”

Yunho was a bit startled by his sudden exclamation, but replied back to the man, “How long have you been waiting?”

“Awhile now.”

It became quiet once more, but this time the atmosphere was a bit more comfortable. Yunho found himself getting a proper look at the man beside him. He was strikingly beautiful. Almost glowing pale skin with an endless black abyss for eyes, Yunho wondered how he hadn’t noticed the man’s beauty until now.

“What’s your name?”


“My name is Yunho” He replied quickly, incase Jaejoong would become quiet again. Yunho wanted to strike a conversation with this person who had caught his interest. 

“You know, we’ve been here for quiet awhile. Aren’t you tired of just waiting here?”

Jaejoong finally turned to look at Yunho, his eyes piercing through him.

“I am tired of waiting, but I’ll never be able to leave.”


Jaejoong looked away, as if pondering whether he should say anything, but eventually replied, “Because, he won’t let me go.”


“The one who loves me…the same one who killed me.”

Yunho’s eyes widened.


“Who killed you?” He asked, despite the pit in his stomach and the protesting thoughts running through his mind.

Jaejoong looked straight through Yunho with his emotionless, coal black eyes. Yunho felt himself freeze with fear, as if those eyes were sucking the life right out of him.


Yunho felt as if something inside him broke at those words. Like a shattering of glass...

Yunho clutched his head, his fingers digging into his skull.

“No no no no no…” He kept protesting, shaking his head frantically.

Those memories that he tried so hard to keep at bay…those horrid memories…they spilled out of their once tightly closed container.

“Yunho, please let me go.”

Something in Yunho snapped. Before he knew it, he was shouting,


Without realizing it, his fingers were tightly clamped around Jaejoong’s throat. The veins in his eyes were red, a crazed angered look on his face as his fingers tightened its hold on the fragile, milky white flesh. Jaejoong’s pale hands weakly tried to pry off Yunho’s hands, but to no avail. Eventually, his hands slid off of Yunho’s as his body went limp. His body fell with a soft thump once Yunho let go of his neck.

‘No…I’d never kill Jaejoong…never…’

Yunho fell to the ground beside Jaejoong, shaking uncontrollably. His eyes were wide from fright as the realization dawned upon him on what he had done to Jaejoong. Then it suddenly hit him: pain. A seizure erupted through him as pain coursed through his body. The pain was so sudden that he fell flat on his back, his body still shaking and twitching.

“Let me go Yunho. The voice whispered.

The pain became worse as the jolts became more intense.


His vision faded slowly, with his face facing Jaejoong’s, who’s yellow, dead rotting face with the clear, glassy eyes staring right at him, claw-like bruises adorning his neck like a necklace. Magots could be seen eating upon the dead flesh.  

Only black over took Yunho’s vision now, the last thing he saw was the glassy pair of eyes of Jaejoong.


Yunho slowly opened his eyes. He awoke to the sight of the clear blue sky and green leaves from a tree shading his eyes from the bright sun. He quickly sat up and scanned his surroundings.

‘Where am I?

He saw he had been laying down under a single tree on the soft, lush green grass upon a hill somewhere.

‘I wonder how I got here…’ But Yunho shrugged the thought away, guessing he might have just been exploring the area when he got tired and slept under the tree.

“I guess I must have fallen asleep without meaning to.” He said to himself as he got up and brushed the dirt off of his pants.

“I guess you did.”

Yunho jumped up, startled from the unexpected voice in a seemingly secluded area. He turned around to see the source of the voice.

It came from a man around his age, sitting under the same tree he had been sleeping under just moments earlier.

“What are you doing here?” Yunho wondered aloud.

“I'm waiting. This is where I met my first love.”

The scene slowly fades; again and again, this scenario is repeated.

This is the never ending cycle of fate…


Hope the ending wasn't confusing (if so, comment about it and I'll try my best to explain). Also, if you haven't caught it, read the beginning again and compare it to the end of the story. All the details that weren't in the beginning were there and the situation is the same as it was in the end, it's just they weren't written because I felt it'd lessen the impact of the story at the end.

BTW, for those who didn't get it, Jaejoong is a spirit/ghost and Yunho is very much alive, but is somehow stuck in this never ending alternative universe created by Jaejoong. 

On the part where Yunho is facing Jaejong's face, I described it as yellow and rotting because that's how Jaejoong's body currently looks. It isn't that he just died and his flesh is suddenly rotting XP

I didn't want to be too specific on details and leave most of it up to the imagination of you readers (like why exactly Yunho killed Jaejoong).

For those who have read the 2-shot manga "Mizu no Yakata by" Obana Miho, a part of my story is quite similar to a part of the manga, though I had never intended for it to happen. Also, I was inspired to write this after watching some episodes of 'Soul', the new MBC horror drama, and listening to the song 'Ghost' by Yangpa (part of the 'Soul' OST).

Please don't be too harsh on criticism! I get hurt easily ;____; But I hope that won't stop you from leaving a comment! I appreciate all comments, no matter how short or simple they may be! ^-^

5th-Aug-2009 04:40 am - [FIC] Drabbles of Love

Title: Drabbles of Love
Rating: Ranged from PG to R (for a rated scene)
Pairing: YunJae/JaeHo (Yunho and Jaejoong)
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Angst, Drama, Smut (only a bit)

1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Put iTunes or equivalent media player on random.
3. For each song that plays, write something related to the theme you picked inspired by the song. You have only the time frame of the song: no planning beforehand: you start when it starts, and no lingering afterward; once the song is over, you stop writing. (No fair skipping songs either; you have to take what comes by chance!)
4. Do 10 of these, then post.

A/N: This sounded like fun so I thought I'd try it. I blame [info]mikkyboom for doing the same thing and having the idea put into my head XD So thanks to her for the idea/inspiration ^^

For You I Will (Confidence) by Teddy Geiger

"Jae, you're so beautiful."

Such simple words could easily cause a throbbing in Jaejoong’s heart; a light pink blush brushing across his cheeks. He was glad he finally found the love of his life. Yunho was the one to confess first.

“I-“ Yunho gulped, mustering every ounce of confidence had to confess to the one he wanted.

“I really like you.

A sudden brightness appeared in Jaejoong’s eyes at Yunho’s confession.

“I-I like you too.” He blushed prettily.

Now they were more than in the level of ‘like’. It was ‘love’.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

Hoshizora no Waltz by Kuribayashi Minami (Instrumental)

The petals danced in the wind, some getting caught in his midnight black hair. He laughed as he swung around in a circle with Yunho, enjoying as the sun caressed the two lovers. 

 The hill they were on was secluded, making them feel as if they were the only ones in the world. They had nothing to fear and could express their love openly, their only witnesses were the wide open blue sky and the bright beaming sun.

 They fell into a heap on the grass, exhausted yet happy. They were hand in hand together, in love.

Shijun no Zankoku by Teikoku Yousei

The moonlight streamed into the dark room.

Fangs bit into the flesh of the neck. A moan of pain (or was it pleasure?) echoed in the room.

Droplets of blood spilled onto the wood floors.

A pair of red eyes could be seen from the shadows of the darkness.

“I love you, Yunho.” He said, as he cradled the pale Yunho, who fell out of consciousness.  

Without A Heart by 8eight

His fingers brushed against the ivory keys of the grand piano, playing a sorrowful tune. The piano sang of his pain, expressing the deep, inner emotions within his heart.

A wrong note was followed by more off-key notes; the more this happened the more tears spilled from his eyes. He finally broke down, crying shamelessly.

 Yunho was gone. He would never come back.

 More tears fell from Jaejoong’s eyes.

By Myself by Tiffany (Instrumental)

He could only watch afar as the girl laughed, clinging to his crush’s arm.

He was too much of a coward to ever confess to another male. The one he liked…he could never be gay. That doesn’t mean his crush wasn’t kind though. He was strong, athletic, manly, sincere. Everything about him was attractive, mostly to females, though he was one of the few exceptions of males who was attracted to him.

 He watched as the couple left the park, still arm in arm.

 He was by himself now.

Pretty Boy by 2NE1

“Ugh, harder, faster!” Jaejoong moaned in ecstasy, the pleasure too much for him to bear.

 “Heh, if that’s what you want.” Yunho stopped being gentle and quickened the pace. It was painful for Jaejoong, but with the pain came pleasure. Jaejoong loved when it was rough, painful, and pleasurable.

They both came together and laid on the bed, breathing heavily.

“That was so hot.”

You’re so hot.”

Jaejoong stuck his tongue out at Yunho’s sappiness. Yunho tried again.

“You’re my pretty boy.”

“Shut up and kiss me.”


Ningyo Hime from Chobits

The world looked bleak. The lack of color…was it in sepia tone or black and white? Possibly neither…or both?

It never made sense to Jaejoong. But with his lack of emotions came lack of questioning of common sense.

Suddenly he bumped into something…or someone?

He winced from the brightness the person emitted. He was so bright…and colorful…maybe this person would help revive color into his world.

A seed of hope was planted into Jaejoong’s heart.

“Hi, I’m Yunho.” The man smiled.

Jaejoong felt himself smile as he noticed color in his world.

Yes, this person would definitely be the one to revive the color back into his world.


 Yoru no Uta from Card Captor Sakura

He sang, his voice like an angel.

Yunho was only a child when he first heard Jaejoong, the boy in his choir, sing. As they grew up, the voice sounded just as angelic, maybe even more than before.

Yunho was bass and he was alto. They blended well together, well enough where the teacher noticed and put them together for a duet.

They had practiced over and over, Yunho never being able to get over how angelic and beautiful his voice was.

At the final performance, as they sang their hearts out in the duet, Yunho realized the feeling he felt in the depths of his heart was love.

He was in love with Kim Jaejoong.


Rich Girl by Gwen Stefani

He sat leisurely on the red satin couch, sprawled lazily across it. The crimson red brought out his pale skin and dark hair. His servant was right by him. Jaejoong knew he could always count on Yunho.

 “Whatever you wish for master, I will be here to grant it.” Yunho bowed to his master.

 Jaejoong thought and decided on what he wanted.

 He captured Yunho’s lips in his own plump, pink lips.  


Siren Song from Tsubasa Chronicle

It had always frightened Jaejoong, the thought of loving another man, Yunho.

He knew it was a sin, a crime against nature. Yet…he couldn’t help it. Sometimes though, the guilt would become too much to bear. He could hear the mocks and taunting of others, of society.

Whenever these thoughts would come up, Yunho would always be there to comfort him. Jaejoong would always try to convince him that it was wrong.

“It’s a sin.” Jaejoong said.

“I’ll gladly bear it for you.”


A/N: So that's it! Sorry if some stuff doesn't make sense. I wrote this at around 4AM so brain doesn't make much sense of things DX

Please don't critique too harshly, I'm rather sensitive about stuff like that :x Hope you enjoyed reading!



23rd-Jun-2009 01:30 pm - Again ~

I have a new layout again, and it's by [info]solielarana from </em></a></font></b></a>
Looks like I'm still using a red theme. Red isn't my favorite color, but for some reason I love using it on LJ XD
1st-Feb-2009 05:29 pm - New Layout!

I got a new layout, hehehe.

It was made by [info]greenberryhair.

 Many thanks for allowing me to use this awesome black and red DBSK layout!!!!
1st-Feb-2009 01:01 am - [FIC] I'll Kill You (One-Shot)
Title: I'll Kill You
Length: One-shot; 646 words
Author: jennikim319 
Rating: R
Genre: Horror, Psychological, Supernatural (ish), Angst, Drama, Romance (not anything fluffy, this is a pretty dark fic O_o)
"Why did you cause me all this pain? Why?! I hate you! I HATE YOU!...I’ll kill you...”

(WARNING: Character Death)


“Why did you cause me all this pain? Why?! I hate you! I HATE YOU!” He screamed, nearly tearing his hair out from frustration as tears streamed from his wide frantic eyes, his body shaking with anger and anguish. His knees gave way and caused him to collapse as he sobbed loudly, his face buried in his palms.  

“Boo, I’m sorry…” Yunho pleaded, trying to calm the crazed man. But how could he when he was the one to cause Jaejoong to be in such a state? Yunho never meant to cheat on Jaejoong. He never meant to get drunk after their fight and let off all the frustration through sex with the opposite gender. He never meant to do that more than once. He never meant to have an affair for nearly a year and cause that girl to become pregnant with his child.


He never meant to…


The crying abruptly stopped, scaring Yunho who was just standing there, feeling helpless and guilty. Looking at Jaejoong, he noticed Jaejoong’s blood-shot eyes staring right through him.


“I’ll kill you, I’ll fucking kill you.”


Shakily standing up, Jaejoong walked away, leaving a stunned Yunho all alone. 




The next day, Kim Jaejoong committed suicide.




It had been a week since Jaejoong’s suicide. Yunho was the one to find Jaejoong in that once white room that was stained with crimson red as wide, glossy eyes stared right through him.


The impact of his death on Yunho was apparent. He’d gone absolutely crazy. He was always mumbling the same things over and over again.


“Boo…I’m sorry…I’m sorry…please forgive me…” These words played over and over again like a worn, old record player. Yunho had lost so much weight. He never ate or did anything except sit on the floor in his apartment with pictures of Jaejoong strewn everywhere around him as he shook back and forth while saying the same things over and over again.  


Pictures of Jaejoong smiling…


“I’m sorry…”


…Pictures of Jaejoong laughing


“…I’m sorry…”


…Pictures of Jaejoong surprised…


“…please forgive me…”


Pictures of Jaejoong pouting




..Pictures of Jaejoong angry and annoyed…


“..I’m sorry…”


Images of Jaejoong alive and dead haunted him. The memories seemed to taunt and mock him, reminding him of all that he had lost. But it wasn’t just the images and memories that were making him lose his mind, it was Jaejoong.




“Why did you cause me all this pain?”


“I’m sorry…”


“I’m sorry…”

I hate you!

“Please forgive me…”



All day, those glossy, glass eyes would stare at him as flashbacks of Jaejoong’s angelic voice laced with anger and pain would shout and say words that wore Yunho out little by little each time they were repeated.


He snapped.

Yunho couldn’t take it anymore.

Slipping in and out of consciousness, when Yunho finally gathered his senses together, he noticed he was holding a bottle in his hands. Some of the words on the bottle caught Yunho’s attention.

‘Sleeping pills?’

Yeah, I should just sleep this off…’

Popping two pills in his mouth, he swallowed them without any water.

No, two isnt enough. Maybe one more…’

He swallowed the third pill a bit painfully.

'Why arent I sleeping? Why isnt it working?! 


Yunho kept taking more and more pills. Frantic, all Yunho wanted was some sleep. Some rest. Anything to stop that pure voice from torturing him, anything to get rid of the image of Jaejoong dead and lifeless, anything to free Yunho from the sight of all that crimson blood…

His body could only take so much until it finally broke down from all the drugs in his system. His body started convulsing into painful spasms as he started slipping from consciousness, slipping away to eternal darkness.

His body turned still as he lay there amongst the many pictures of Jaejoong, unmoving and dead.

“Ill kill you…”


AU: This was written late at night and finished in a couple of hours, so sorry for the sloppiness. I checked the spelling and such myself, but it's late so I might have made some mistakes. If so, do tell me so I can change them. I HAD to write this story because the plot had been stuck in my head for the longest time.

Also, if you don't understand what's going on, then basically here's the story:

Yunho cheated on Jaejoong, Jaejoong commits suicide, Yunho loves Jaejoong and the suicide devastates him so he goes crazy, and in the end, Jaejoong (in a sense) kills Yunho. I mean, Yunho does kill himself, but he's driven to it by Jaejoong (like I said, in a sense!). I guess you could say Jaejoong killed himself because he knew Yunho loved him enough to kill himself too? Jaejoong is a ghost? I DON'T KNOW, I would like to see all of your own personal imputs about what this story is about! This is one of those stories where you think and sort of have to make up what happens, so yep, I'd like to know what you thought.

Remember though, this is just a fanfic, so anything is possible! The last line is just to sort of help you readers flashback on what Jaejoong said and to show that he really did kill Yunho, in a sense (like I said, this is open to your imagination). This was supposed to be a mix of supernatural too, but I don't know anymore. Whatever your mind interprets, that's how it is.
I love psychological stuff like this, so I hope you all enjoyed reading this.

Comments are love ♥♥♥



6th-Dec-2008 09:17 pm - Fanmade YunJae/JaeHo Pics

I made these pictures on PhotoFunia, it's really simple and easy to use! It's also fun to use when you're bored ^_^

Click here and here for other PhotoFunia YunJae pics made/posted by[info]jakiwumi. Thanks to [info]jakiwumi for inspiring and letting me know about PhotoFunia ^_^

You can use these/save pictures if you'd like! But if you use them for any graphics, on the internet, etc. then make sure to credit me please! I know anyone can make these pics, but hey, it took some thought for me to make the pics X3


(YunJae/JaeHo fangirls oogling and fangirling over the couple X3 Clearly one of the fangirls likes Jaejoong more and the other likes Yunho more, or maybe it's just his smoooth, flawless back that has her attracted to him XD)


(Yep, YunJae even has fanboys)


(Even our furry feline friends are amazed by YunJae)


(An old Yunho reminiscing over Jaejoong and regreting that he never confessed his love, or an old Yunho remembering his love when he was younger? I'd like to hear your opinions/caption(s) of this picture ^-^)


( A fan sees YunJae with her own eyes! Dang, I'd die a happy fangirl if I saw any YunJae moments with my own eyes)


(Fans defending the YunJae/JaeHo love in Korea! Since Korea is very...against homosexual people, I'm sure if it was confirmed and admitted that YunJae were real, then I have a feeling SM or really popular TV stations (such as MBC or KBS) would stop showing anything DBSK related. Of course, the YunJae/JaeHo fans out there better defend and go on protest for our lovely couple ~)

(ROFL, an old guy staring at YunJae XD For some reason, he looks a bit bewildered)


(Just a random picture with Jaejoong, since I really like it for some unknown reason XD)


(I know I'd go crazy if I really did see Yunho's HOT abs on a huge bilboard-thing *_*)


So, that's all the pics! Make sure to credit me if you use them for anything public such as graphics (backgrounds/blogs/banners/etc.)! I'd love to hear feedback about your opinions on the pics or anything at all ~
Comments are much appreciated ~

5th-Dec-2008 12:00 am - A Bit About Myself
Hello! My name is Jenni Kim, and I'm in absolute LOVE with DBSK/동방신기!

I'm also half Korean, but I can't write/type/read Korean too well ^^;

I'm a super big fan of YunJae/JaeHo, so expect some posts about them in this journal :3

I currently live in Seoul, South Korea but am considered an international fan since I'm not really full Korean XD
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